i figured that im getting extremely tired, and certainly more grumpy.





for the second time in this week, i had to rush out of my house cau i woke up at 6.45. the first time was when i woke at 7.30. school starts at 7.25. and i live in woodlands, not the block beside school.


i sleep at 1plus everyday cau i seemed to have so much things to do. i have history notes, ss tests (finished), ss test 2 (tml, damned), debate project, holiday homework, maths homework, chem homework, regular studies, and the bloody band camp which shld have been resolved long time ago if it wasnt changed from 27/28th nov.

there's a little classified info i wld like to reveal tho. the higher powers seems to have set the ground for civil war. the tension is so high that if an ant crawled through it would break. and i am trying my best to settle every down. and everyday someone seems to be a little pissed with me (note the underline and italics). just get this, i seriously dont have the time to be bothered with you, ya? so cut your pettiness and increase your apparent lack of manners.

and seriously, next time if something have been settled and done with, please dont ask me to change it. i do know alot of you wanted to ask me to change, especially a certain class. i did. and see how much trouble i have just to reinstate it? and to be frank, none of you helped. i asked some of you, but still none of you helped. in the end i only have today to finish it.

plus i have her parents' to deal with. seriously la, you had enough fun abusing her already or not? everyday pressure and pressure and pressure. you like pressure so much go submarine and dive until the pressure is enough to kill you la. make your daughter so weak and scared. just a little bit wrong, and you all scold her for nth. and it is your job to trust her, not for her to gain her trust from you. you wna know what i think? i think you all are despicable. and downright selfish. think of your daughter. at this rate youre gna kill her. succesful people do not have pressurizing parents. take a leaf from their book, and stop being so possesive. try reading the bible. i'll bet you all dont. i dont remember the bible telling you to be discriminatory towards other races.





anyw today went to nco camo briefing with eugene. it was fun(: got my drum major course booklet and camp tee. it was cool! hahahaha then took bus to school and had to suffer tcw's work.

speaking of which, i havent done yet. damn.

and so, we have the fabled ptc. my mum came, and sim seong meng didnt talk much. i already knew my results, but it wasnt enough to make me overcome my apparent load of work. haiyah. so ya, thats all.




i'll try not to be grumpy, but i predict when mrs lai comes back, there'll be hell to pay.





loves