Second Lower

despite a very simple aim of not getting a C+ (which is an extremely attainable goal), i still managed to get one.

this is a pride thing, and has implications of what im capable (or incapable) of. this means im just not cut out for this. my language isnt perfect, my logic isnt good, i am not smart enough. even with the very low expectations i gave myself, i am just not good enough to meet them.

i am not good enough.