sooooo im in camp doing Sunday duty and just waiting for time to pass.

i have literally nothing to do.

but well, life is decent. taking things step by step, seeing plans come to fruition. it's really wonderful seeing your hard work pay off. of course i wouldn't have done it without people pointing out the flaws and loopholes where i have not seen/foreseen.

2012 was hell of a year, best one yet. first time, really, that im not held back by anyone or anything. whatever i want to do, just do, i take full responsibility of consequence. isn't that great? unlike previously where you have to face objection from parents or you sacrifice your time for some needy girl. of course i still consider my parents' advice, but they no longer flatly say no. which is great.

i think that's the way it is. dare to take calculated risk. be prepared to face consequences. take ownership of your decisions, which means blame poor decisions on nothing but yourself.

someone once said i have "weird life philosophy". i vehemently disagree. haha. even if it's weird, it brought me to places i wouldn't dare imagine 7 years ago.

where have your life philosophy brought you?