i feel like deleting this blog lol.






i aspire to be.... but my parents will not even let me envision. and i dont think i can make it.... and so do the people around me. i am not good.... just average. i have no grooming nor guidance.... i either cant afford it or i am just unfortunate. i do think since i have none of the 2 G's and yet ive come this far i actually have the potential.... but then i will never know because i will never have the 2 G's. i do not have chipmunk nor the mad angmoh nor any other half decent people that have the ability to give me the 2 G's. certainly im joining the two godlike bands but now without an instrument i can virtually do nothing but stone.



even my brother gets the two G's as simmy loves him. i feel so wasted.. wasted, wasted, wasted



:/