i remember the times when they kept suanning me about continuously playing love songs on my saxie to random girls HAHAHAHAAH. winston even took a video of it but somehow it was never seen again.



sadly i cant do that in ny and have some fun. people will just stare at me with that "what are you doing you pervert" look. LOL.





in preshigh too we kept playing nonsense. there's even one time we played scootin until the whole band have to wait for us to take the band HAHA. that was idiotic.








life has to go on and you just have to accept reality.



btw i picked up this phone on the floor the other day. it was damn long ago, two weeks back i think. it was relative new, sony ericsson walkman phone with no scratches and all. unable to resist temptation..


.. i made it my phone ):



but the phone is really cool and my old phone has scratches everywhere and its gna break apart sooner or later so isnt it better if i used the phone i found and save some money for my parents who would have to buy a phone if the old one do break apart?



oh they're just excuses.








i looked at the mirror the other day and i was appalled. HAHAHAHAAHAAHAHAH. danhui i know what youre thinking. shut up. LOL.

i looked so haggard, my hair is everywhere my eyes have this sunken feeling and i lost a lot of weight. im turning into michael jackson. ):





dont ask me whats the moral of the story. because honestly, i dont know.





sometimes i just wna shoot myself and die.


i need you.