acjc's harrison's dream is on imeem. it is actually quite good, the saxophone solo was well controlled and subtle. the piece gets a little boring after that though, it doesnt really captivate people. haha sorry springsfield.




went yck sports hall to support the vball girls and boys team, against vjc and hcjc respectively. haha saw thomas and yixiang there, although geraint's knights didnt go =( either way, nyjc vball girls are a' div champs! hahahha congrats. boys team are in 2nd place, its still good enough la.


when vjc started cheering the "victoria" cheer i cheered too. HAHAHAAHAHAHA. thus i am branded a traitor. my mum likes to call me "spineless person, a person without dignity" as i kept placing my loyalties to vj. and i kept acting as though coming ny means the end of the world, the end of my aspirations. im not studying. i keep playing a fool in class. i dont care if the teacher scolds me (actually this only applies to the chinese teacher but ahya). i am quite okay with band. the soccer scene in ny is totally -.- but since i suck at soccer too that isnt really the point. the truth is, yes i am quite, how do you put it, nonchalant about everything now.

sometimes when you place your heart and soul into something and you dont get what you desire. the effect is devastating and will scar you for life. sadly ive put my heart and soul to too much things in the past, and thus multiple scars are sustatined.

people think that im a person with extreme confidence with myself. nahh. i probably have the lowest self-esteem in this world. i dont think i can play saxophone well. and thats true. i suck. im not a particularly bright person. neither am i some sort of emotional warrior, the kind who possesses high empathy and thus able to understand the human mind. i cant play soccer for nuts. neither am i the most handsome looking person in the world. im just average. i suck. to the max.



this is just some of my random thoughts. its like, why cant we just enjoy life. instead of studying like mad. why cant we sit by some countryside in the night, watch the water run in the rivers, appreciate the wonders of the universe by staring at the stars, losing yourself into the dark abyss of nature. why cant we sit on a beach, take a guitar, sing your heart out, and no one would care. why cant we just take a small boat, and sail the world. watch the sunrise and sunset every single day. observe the changing faces of the moon, and the spiralling arms of the milky way. nature, the greatest artist you can find. creators of masterpieces in the sky.



by the way, when i grow up i do wna take a small boat and sail the world. probably with my life partner. haha. or maybe alone because i may not even get married. who would want this old, lecherous geezer. LOL.



kthxbye. my blog is boring.