i suddenly miss vj alot.








but im happy in ny. and due to 4 years of continuous Christian values drilling i know that no one is anywhere by chance.




i know its my fate to be in ny. i dont believe i am so unfortunate to have vj close their doors on me 3 freaking times. i believe it must be God's will that He wants me to go somewhere else. anywhere but vj? haha probably. or is it just a pathetic excuse to comfort myself? i dont think so.

i have a good, bonded class in ny, more than 2h i believe. the band is obviously better than phsband, ny is of gold. though i still miss vj band, the people, the culture. this is not the end of the world. by making the most of my chances i believe in the end, i will reap what i sow. because i know i didnt get what i deserved for o's. i worked like a bull and i didnt get my desired results. but thats the past. now i must look towards the future. i must have an open mindset. to have a positive attitude. 2 years are fast, it'd be over soon. push on with all the tenacity and willpower needed to succeed.



anyway im contemplating a big decision. but that would lie on whether or not i get my own saxophone.





tag replies (yet again)
[jeanette] yeah youre nice! (: haha!
[shuyi] hahaha i dno. wth man!
[hq] thats what you think
[wengsun] -.-
[esther] HAHA YOUR CALCULATOR NO GAME THATS LIKE SO SAD
[lwm] thats last time ah!! hahhaa this is nonsense man! LOL
[junhao] you good la got into aj =( haha



not looking forward to alot of things. but one thing's for sure, im looking forward to talking cock with 0903 guys (: haha!

that sounds gay but i dont care.





okay im gna do maths and chem.