going ngee ann poly concert later alone omg.
sinyi got tests! hahaha.



tomorrow will be D-Day.
good luck everyone! hope you get your desired results haha.
and yes im damn nervous. who wont?





damn it la i cant think when im listening to music.
this is a shitty post haha.







sometimes i really wish that music can be translated into words.
so at least i can type it here and convey what im thinking.

for now this is the best i can do.



LOL.
this is just testing.
anyway that was a page from scootin.



this is actually quite a stupid piece. LOL. just look at the score. all friggin long notes and all. and it applies to all the instruments, not just tenor.

but the meaning behind the piece is profound.
i played this once, and it made me think alot.
at the build up, its as if you're holding something very precious to you.
something fragile, something you can never think of throwing away.
but suddenly, there is this, pain, that somehow, you must throw it.
the pain is excruciating, and at the climax, you just.. let it go.
the most precious thing you have in your life, you let it go.
and in the end, it shatters, leaving you with nothing but even more pain and immense regret that you didnt hold it on for a little while longer.



i revealed this much about my life. haha.




btw who is this linda mousella in facebook?
fcking irritating sia, whole day talk to me LOL.
i didnt reply la. siao.


stupid people.