never recognized.
never appreciated.
never, ever, understood.
always looked down upon;
the phrase "doing things right" was never in the dictionary
its always wrong;
never reaping what has been sown.
a ticket of recognition had just flown out of the window,
never was that ticket to come by again.
the scale is hanging, unbalanced,
uncertainty sets in,
not knowing what and how
no one as the allayer of fear and doubt
no one as the column of support.




its all solo now.