to adelin: IM NOT AS FREE AS YOU LAH. ahahahahahahahahaha. you try being sec4 for a day la, see how you die. xD

dew, icymilo: hahaha good for you dew. hello!






did i ever mention how tired and busy my whole week is?

monday:
i havta bring ALL my books except emaths and ss, the thinnest of them all. thus i have to bring..
amaths
physics
chem
bio
history
english
chinese

i got no friggin locker.

after school there's humans structured remedial. at 3.30 i'll have to go for physics class til 7.30. at BOON KENG. then reach home at 9.

study til 12mn.

sleep for 5 effing hours.

next day..

tues:
another heavy day. I MUST BUY A BACKPACK. but its very mathy.
then maths structured remedial.
at 8pm got maths tuition til 9.30.
reach home 10.20.
study til 12mn.

sleep for another 5 effing hours..

next day..

wed:
by this time i've burned out already. but nevertheless, its quite a light day, but got band.
band til 5 to 6 normally, and reach home always at 7.
bathe, dinner.
study til 12mn..

sleep for 5 more effing hours..

thurs, friday:
these two days are my favorites. empty, and friggin light.
hahaha.
but by this time lactic acid had already built up in my body.
fatigue..



sat:
band
reach home at 1 or 2.
my favorite.

sunday:
SLEEP


and the cycle repeats..



so as you can see, recently im not in a good mood cau of fatigue.
and stress.


ahya.





and my bill's accumulating. holy mama.






food for thought:

have you ever met a situation where there's a wierd feeling in your heart, where you wna tear up a person in pieces for sth that he/she did to another? even if you trust the latter. all of a sudden, you feel cold, inside. literally. the heart seems to pump more blood, making your face red. and you have a sudden desire to make the person pay. anyone talks to you, gets it. after that, you take a deep breath. or two. and you calm down. but the damage have been done.






haha.