why do i have all these trouble?


why do i have all the burdens i have to handle?


why must her parents act that way?


and why nobody can see that our time is limited, and have the sense not to interuppt?





it is getting out of hand. nowadays i cant even talk to her properly. everytime it's because of time constraints. if only i can buy her time. i need time. if only, on some special occasion, we could go out and i will treat her in everything, keep her company. from morning to night. but thats not possible.



next week i have nco camp. i wont have any chance at all to talk to her, save for outing and farewell.




i want to say i miss you
i want to say i love you
i want to give you hugs
but everytime we cant.
we dont have time..










happier times..










sigh.